I miss him, i feel empty and quiet, i don't want to laugh, i want to sit and cry, i'm hurting.
I can't ever remember feeling this way over a man.
I keep thinking over what happened ..... it was something and nothing....... should i contact him, tell him i love him, that i want him........but if he really loves me won't he call me and tell me that ?! Are we both being stubborn.
We've had little tiffs over his issues before and i have always been the one to make up afterwards, to tell him i love him, to tell him how wonderful he is and that i would never hurt him. If i call him now, it will always be my role to be peace maker, and as much as i love him i don't know that i can do that.
I hate feeling like this.......... it hurts.