Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Hello :o)

I have to tell you all how i feel....... hurt, let down, bruised, betrayed, hurt and more hurt..... just when i thought my life was going somewhere, that it had meaning again, i was so happy ...... i should have realised that real happiness and me don't go together. (woe me....lol) .... Stuart came into my life bringing with him all the happiness my heart could hold, it was wonderful, i loved him and every time we met i fell a little bit more in love with him. This was the man i wanted to spend the rest of my life with......in my silly moments i even tried his surname on for size..... Mrs Jayne B........ it sounded wonderful.

Now all that happiness has burst.........gone...........all the things he said to me, whispered in my ear during tender moments........the way he made me giggle, his kisses, his impromptu little gifts, his silly jokes......all gone...........

Its over, things have been said and there is no going back. Another chapter of life closed.

Speaky soon X

7 comments:

Lucy said...

I am so sorry Jayne, things will get better with time.

Andy said...

That is so sad. I know you must hurt and hurt bad, I have been there and know how bad it is. I will always be here for you as I am sure all your friends will be. If there is anything I can do you know you only have to ask. All my love Andy xxx

Jan said...

Oh Jayne I am so sorry ,My heart is aching for the pain in yours ,you will recover, but I know it doesnt feel like it just now ,remember one day at a time ..love Jan xx

topchelseagirl said...

Aw Jaynee, sorry to hear this. But you will get through it, you're strong and have lots of friends. x

madcobug said...

I am so sorry to hear this Jayne. Time will help but it does take time. Sometimes a long time but don't give up, get with your friends and do all those things that helped you before, they can help you again. Hugs, Helen

mortonlake said...

oh for bad words sake.i had this feeling something was wrong.oh sweety,im so sorry.please message me when you next on.im always here for you jaynee.never stopped loving my jayne. tc hun,love always,morty xxxxxx

Tawnya said...

Oh Jaynee, I am sorry. It sucks when things happen and you can't go back. ((((((((((((Hugs to you))))))))))))) I have missed you though. I know that does not make up for it, but it is the best I can do... If you need to talk, I am here.

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